He didn't want me any way,
No matter how I tried.
He told me I just didn't have
What he wanted from a girl.
While I try to tell myself that everything's ok,
I can't help feeling like a screwup.
And while I try to sell myself the illusion that he's the one that missing out,
My heart's still crying.
All I know for sure is that he didn't want me any way.
My friends want to hold VooDoo parties to make his life hell.
And while I'd like to join them at times,
I can't find myself to do it.
Yes, I must admit it, I'm still in love with the fool.
The fool who didn't want me any way.
I forgot to tell you,
I saw him the other day.
He didn't see me.
He was too busy flirting with a blonde.
I was hurt.
I was angry.
I was at a lost for words.
Oh why is he still a part of my life
When he didn't want me any way?
I was hoping you could understand,
My silent friend.
Thanks for hearing me out.
I feel a bit better now.
So he doesn't want me,
That's his choice.
I'll get over him in time.
I just needed an ear.
Writer's note:
6/19/03 - I had a scene in While You Were Sleeping in my head today. It was the scene "Lucy" tells her boss that she's getting married to "Peter." In that scene, the boss askes about the other guy, "Jack." "Lucy" replies that he didn't want her. Why that was in my head, I don't know. But it was and I built on that. I typed this today at my job while waiting for a client to come.
