So yesterday, I did go see the therapist. It was a long session; an hour and a half to be precise, but I know I needed it. It was a generalized session. And it wasn't like he didn't diagnose something new with me. Intellectually, I know I'm nuts. It the emotional part that has trouble coming to terms with my insanity. He said things I needed to hear and I'll see him again next week. I thank the Lord for finding this guy. My father's been wanting me to see someone that specializes in mental health since he knows he can't help me. Sometimes, we just trust strangers more than our own family and friends.

Last night, I picked up Gone with the Wind and The Sound of Music on DVD. I went to a movie store with Joey and his uncle. I was hoping to find Chances Are on DVD. After watching Iron Man, I just wanted to see another Robert Downey, Jr. movie. I didn't realize I had a little thing for him, but I do. I love Chances Are and I was one of the few that probably saw Only You in the theater. I did pick up some good movies I had always wanted on DVD, but they were each at a price that was worth the weight.

Today, I got a phone call about a job. And I can't reply. Seems I was contacted Friday via e-mail. I never got the e-mail. The headhunter called me to see did I read about it. She left her first name and the name of the company she worked for, but nothing else. She didn't leave a callback number and one didn't register with my phone or voice mail. And I never got the e-mail. It was sent to my business Gmail account. It's not in the spam box for that account. Other mail is set to forward to my personal Gmail account. Nothing there, either. I search for the person's name and the company's name in both accounts and found nada. So, I have a job offer out there that I know nothing about. I called the nearest office for this company to me and trying to find this headhunter is like finding needle in a haystack. It's a big international company, and I don't have enough information to find the person I'm looking for. I feel like crap, but I know it's not my fault. A lesson learned from yesterday. I did what I could to track this job down. I hope she calls back. I am interested in the job! Damn those packets being lost in Dar es Salaam!

[♪ Listening to: "The Boys of Summer" - Don Henley]

Posted by Shawn at May 6, 2008 2:20 PM in General.