I have been up since 4 AM. Depression is a fun thing. NOT! I woke up at 4 crying and being sad. So, I started writing in a notebook I picked up yesterday to start writing in. There are things I need to say that I cannot write in this blog. It didn't help that Joey called me as I wrote things down. I know he cares for me, but at the moment, I wasn't really in the mood to talk to him. But, I got a few things written into it. Writing the stuff down will not solve my problems or end my pain, but it will, in time, work with the healing. As a result, this blog, for a while, won't be as personal as it has been.
So, being that I'm free, when I wasn't working on that notebook, I watched All My Children. I've got a LOT of catching up to do on that soap. It's a comfort thing. So, I go to the official site. And I see something that shocks me..Angie and Jesse are returning to All My Children!. What the hell? Jesse's been dead for years! How can he be coming back? What about that character Darnell Williams played on The City years ago that was involved with Angie when the show ended? Just how are they going to explain this all? And if Jesse's not dead, does this mean Dixie's not dead? Is Jenny not dead? I can remember watching Jenny died all those years ago. I was just a child when Jenny died!
Posted by Shawn at December 14, 2007 2:14 PM in Entertainment, General.
Hi Shawn, I came by through Blog Explosion. It's been a while since I"ve watched soap operas so I can't say I know what's going on, but depression, I know very well. I'm on indefinite medical leave right now and spending most of my time blogging actually. I don't talk about my condition all the time, just the occasional post here and there, but it's amazing the kind of support I've been getting. Help me feel a little bit more connected. Hang in there, sunny days will come again (or so I'm told). :-)
Posted by: Smiler at December 15, 2007 12:43 AM

