Today, someone was helping me with a paper I had to write. Yes, I know it was help. Yes, it was to make my paper better. Yet, I was having trouble grasping the concept of the idea discussed. I know the person just wants me to do the best I can on the paper. The person must believe I can do things, or else he wouldn't be pushing me so hard on the things he has pushed me into doing..

However, as the days wind down in the semester, and the closer I get to graduation, the closer I get to my breaking point. I know I'm going to have a nervous breakdown before December 8th. I just don't know when it will be. I just feel so lost. Today, I have my university exit exam. I'll be spending 3 hours in a classroom taking a test. And I have to spend the whole time in the room. So, after completing the exam, I will have time to myself to think and go crazy.

I wish I could just escape and play. I wish I could just be in someone's arms and cry. I wish I wasn't about to break.

Posted by Shawn at September 25, 2007 1:10 PM in General.