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"Oh It Breaks My Heart / Knowing I'm Not Part Of Him"
March 12, 2007


Me at the Top
Uploaded by peachy92.

I am going to be melancholy until I graduate college and get a career in order. I am scared to death of the unknown. I want to be able to take care of myself. I want to be loved by a great guy. And I fear it will never happen. I stopped by the school yesterday and got an appointment with counseling services. That should help me with the stress.

This picture you see of me is from yesterday. My father, my brother Matthew, and I went out for an afternoon on Tybee Island. Matthew wanted to go to the lighthouse and I wanted a photo of the Tybee Faces turtle. So, we grabbed my dad and did that. First, we got the turtle. I have a complete set of turtle photos now. *Smile* After the turtle hunt, we spent the rest of our time at the lighthouse and the museum. I think we got some good shots. My father, without his reading glasses, is a better photographer than Matthew. *Laughing* I just wanted a few good shots of me having fun. The thing about being the photographer is that it's hard to get photos of yourself. On our way home, we stopped at Uncle Bubba's Oyster House for dinner. It's expensive, but it was a treat for us. Matthew didn't care too much about it. He doesn't like seafood. My dad and I had shrimp dinners. I had some fried shrimp. I don't eat shrimp much, but I do enjoy it. My father had some Low Country Boil: smoked sausage, boiled shrimp, corn-on-the-cob, and potatoes. He quite enjoyed it. he shared with us the story of being kicked out of the Officer's Club as a kid with his brother for eating too much shrimp on all-you-can-eat shrimp night.

Today I went onto Hunter and tagged my car with a Hunter decal. Now, no more worrying about which one of us will be carless. We can all drive a vehicle now. Okay, so I can't drive a manual car, yet. I plan on doing so. Until then, I'll be driving my father's monster truck and he'll have my car. It's so weird to say that's my car. It was Nicki's. However, I am the owner now. I paid it off and took care of the tags and title. In time, it will be mine. I need this car to get me through the rest of schooling. I had planned on keeping my Malibu for a long time. Prior to being totaled, it was a nice car. I might have gotten a newer car once I'm out in the work force, but I wasn't going to trade in my Malibu.

And finally, The results of a quix that was in one of my MySpace bullitens: Which Movie Star Are You? My answer: You are KATHARINE HEPBURN: You are smart, a real thinker. Every situation is approached with a plan. You are very healthy in mind and body. You don't take crap from anyone. You have only a couple of individuals that you consider "real friends". You teach strong family values. Keep your feet planted in them, but don't overlook a bad situation when it does happen.

[♪ Listening to: "Little Bit Of Love" - Céline Dion]

Posted by Shawn at March 12, 2007 5:38 PM in Flickr Photos, General, Quizzes.