Today in Film class we discussed The Seventh Seal. I really didn't need to see that movie. It was about blind faith and asking questions about God. I do that too many times, especially late at night, wondering about my mother. Is there a heaven? Am I too intellectual about God? Discussing the movie just made me more depressed. I told my professor it hit a little to close to home. On my way home, I kept thinking of Wesley lunch and the discussion about Elijah's flight to Horeb. At times, I wish I could have nothing but blind faith. It would make life easier.

My day was spent staying at home sleeping and doing family-related items. I need to get my dad's signature on my Bank of America accounts. I was going to pay a bill for him, but it wouldn't let me unless his name was on my account. So much for my being the helpful daughter.

On my way to school, I started dreaming about where to move after I get out of school. I still don't know where. I thought Nashville. Sometimes, I think Atlanta. Today, I was reminded of a time I wanted to live in Orlando. I don't know where to go. At least I'm sure it will be east of the Mississippi and south of the Mason-Dixon line.

Oh,as for those wondering why I don't update everyday, sometime, I just have nothing to say about my life. Other times, I'm extremely busy with my life. My life is just one big ebb and flow.

[♪ Listening to: "Every Heartbeat" (7" Body & Soul Mix) - Amy Grant]

Posted by Shawn at October 25, 2006 8:01 PM in Schooling.