So this latest dream in the dreams category left me waking up with an odd feeling. Okay, so I working on a project with three guys. One of the guys switched places with another guy on another project. I was bummed about the first guy leaving us in the lurch. However, the switch was beneficial to the project. The new guy, for the sake of this story, I'm naming Noah, was into the project and was very friendly. And then things got weird. Next thing I know, I was in bed, just lying down. Then, after that, I find Noah spooning me a few minutes later. The relationship between Noah and I was strictly platonic. However, it felt good he was in bed next to me. I wasn't sure what was going to happen next. I enjoyed the few minutes of conversation with Noah in the bed before I awoke. It was as if I knew it wouldn't last forever, but one of my wishes came true. I wish I could have understood it.

In other news, not one of my family members notice my hair change yesterday. I like it. It looks natural. It feels more like "the real Shawn." Lately, I feel like I'm on a journey to return to "the real Shawn." I'll tell you what. It feels good. I think this journey started this past semester. I made the Dean's list. I haven't made that since Fall 2004. I have a job. It's exciting. I haven't had that excitement since the fall of 2004. My money outlook looks nice. I feel like I'm me again.

I started reading a book Nicki got me. It's titled The Unofficial Guide to Baseball's Most Unusual Records. It was published after the 2003 season. Some of the records are funny. Now, it I'd just go and finished The Wedding. Speaking of reading, I need to get going and work on this week's Ethics homework. I have an article. I just need to read, summarize, and express my point of view on it. This week's topic? FDA approves first vaccine for cervical cancer.

[♪ Listening to: "The Way That You Love Me" - Paula Abdul]

Posted by Shawn at June 11, 2006 11:20 AM in Dreams, General, Schooling.