It Does Get Better, Doesn't It?
February 4, 2006
Tomorrow it will have been 2 months since my mother died. I'm starting to think it's worse now than when it first happened. I know I am depressed. I again slept most of the day away. I just don't have anything in me at the moment. I'm alive, but I have nothing to live for at the moment.
I am planning on working next Saturday for the ACM's 5K race. Between the 16th and the 19th, the Masquers are putting on a play that looks interesting to me. I think I'll go to it. Come the 24th, I'll be at the Wesley retreat. So, it's not like I'm not trying to get out of my rut. I am trying.
I guess I'm just feeling alone at the moment.
[♪ Listening to: "Je T'aime Encore" - Céline Dion]
Posted by Shawn at February 4, 2006 10:07 PM in General.
