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Do I Have "Sexually Naïve" Tattooed On My Head?
January 23, 2006

I thought about that today on my way home from school. Is that's what scaring guys away from me? I've tried the Independent Woman, the Partnership, and the Damsel-In-Distress. Has any of them worked? No. I feel smug if I'm the Independent Woman. I am too self-sufficient to played the Damsel card. Personally, I want to be the partner. I want someone to know they can depend on me and I want they same from them. Is that too much? As for the sexually naïvety, well, I don't think I would be "naïve" if this was 632 A.F. Unfortunately, this isn't Brave New World, and there are STDs out there I don't want nor need. I would like to be in a monogamous relationship. I don't think that's too much!

Well, let me just tell you about my busy day. In the morning, I ran errands going to the bank and paying bills. At noon, I attended this semester's first ACM meeting. I'm up to 2 out of 10 points for my scholarship this semester. ACM seems to be needing volunteers. I was thinking about working with the Girl Scouts, but I don't have time for EVERYTHING. ACM will help my career. I can work with the Scouts later. So, I'll just have to wait and see about that.

Classes were fine. In Astronomy, we got our test papers back. Out of a possible 103, I made a 103.

Oh my - is Robin, who claims she's not interested in Ted, crying over Ted with another girl on How I Met Your Mother? I have got to get this show on DVD when it comes out!

Well, back to school, I've got a perfect scores so far in Astronomy. Let's see how long that lasts. S&D is a little boring. I know it's very important, but I wish I didn't have to have class at 6 at night. Part of today's discussion was about the BlackBerry Dispute.

Robin! What are you doing? I so identify with Ted. He wants you! Haven't you all heard of compromise? I think that's wrong with the world today. People aren't willing to compromise. Well, at least Ted has a girl that's interested in him at the moment. You know, I want to get married, but I don't want to this moment. I just want a steady relationship. I'm willing to do my part. I just need to find someone willing to his. Don't worry. I'm not going to compromise who I am. My personality is what make me me. They'll have to learn to take the good and the bad. I know I'll have to take the same about their personalities. We can just help each other better ourselves.

[♪ Listening to: "Sunrise" - Simply Red]

Posted by Shawn at January 23, 2006 9:07 PM in General, Schooling.