I known why I am blue. It came to me on my way to my car to get money for a snack this morning.

I am down because I realize I am not living up to my potential. I can reach such lofty goals, but I'm not.

And here's the Catch-22 of my life. I don't work to my potential when I can't visualize lofty goals. I'm too busy worrying about having lofty goals to make these goals.

I guess the first order of business is to define a goal. But where do I start? I don't know where to start. I can focus on my financial life, but when I think about that, I get blue thinking I'll have no one to share my rewards with. If I focus on my (lack of) love life, I get so carried away on that, that I lose my focus on my financial life.

Those that love me keep encouraging me to continue to reach my potential. I am grateful for their support. However, I'm just so lost as to what to do. I wish I knew what my life had in store for me.

In other news, I had my second Economics test today. I think I did better on this one than the last one. You know what that means? I probably either did really well on that test or I totally bombed it. Let's hope for my sake, it's the acing that was done. I have a presentation to give today in Networking. I'm not looking forward to that. I can't stand public speaking.

[♪ Listening to: "Let's Hear It for the Boy" - Deniece Williams]

Posted by Shawn at October 18, 2005 11:46 AM in General, Schooling.