I skipped JAVA class this morning. I am just exhuasted from life and I just didn't want to go. My mother really wanted me to go but she understood that I'm taking today off as a personal day. She knows I've had a real shitty couple of days.

I am at a point in my life that I realize holidays are depressing. I don't know why I do it, but I just start evaluating my life on these days. Usually, I see my life is not how I feel it should be. In turn, I start hating myself because I feel like I have failed myself.

[♪ Listening to: "My Happy Ending" - Avril Lavigne]

Posted by Shawn at July 5, 2005 10:50 AM in General.