I was 14 and depressed. Funny how some things never change. Instead of being 14 and depressed, I'm 26 and depressed. Otherwise, I still feel the same.

Back in 1993, I was depressed that I didn't have any friends, other than Nina. At this moment, I'm depressed I don't have any friends that want to be with me. You think anyone called me up and wanted to spend time with me? Hell no. So as usual, I'm spending a social holiday alone.

I have tried and tried to become outgoing but it's just not working. It's not working at all. I'm still as lonely as I was when I was 14.

Why do I even bother?

Posted by Shawn at July 4, 2005 7:49 PM in General.