Based on the event I described in my prior post. Let me just say because of it, I've learn that I'm stupid to have emotions and try to keep compassion and humanity in this world. I have learned that the only way to really exceed in life is to lose all my human qualities and be a living robot that doesn't give a shit.
Yeah, because of my "attitude," which I didn't deny, I lost my job for the rest of the summer. All because I had one SHITTY day. Well, as I told the current boss, it was her loss and not mine, by letting me go. I REFUSED to change MY CONVICTIONS to suit her. And you know why I wouldn't budge? Because the current world is about losing yourself, in order to satisfy others. If I keep trying to satisfy others, I'll lose my identity. I don't want to lose the qualities that make me me.
I usually cry that I don't want to be those old ladies that one have cats but this one of those days I'd like to become one. I think they have the right idea.
There's a chance I'll go back to work once the REAL boss comes back. I might do it, or I might not. I know I had a bad day and probably could have acted better but this is for the birds.
Posted by Shawn at June 30, 2005 4:29 PM in Schooling.
I've had men treat me like I'm stupid because I'm a woman...its infuriating. In addition, not protecting windoze is STUPID....what an idiot that guy was. I can see why you lost your temper. I am sorry about you losing your job for the rest of the summer, but maybe you'll get some time to just relax (I'd kill for some just relax time). If my current job situation keeps up, I might just join you in the losing one's job over loosing their cool.
Posted by: Chewie at June 30, 2005 7:02 PMMaybe you're right. Maybe I do need this break. This little incident has just left me questioning I plan on relaxing the rest of the summer.
Don't you lose your job, but don't take the shit, either.
I'm glad you're a Mac user that undestands that Windows suck. 
Shame the school's IT department can't. I know they have a budget, but to not understand the protection we tried to give our computers, 
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The idiot IT people at my job also don't put on protection...why, because it costs money. Now, it costs more money to fix the computer, but the head guy doesn't look to far into the future.
I don't plan on losing my job, and I hold my tongue well, sometimes I just don't want to ;-)
Posted by: Chewie at June 30, 2005 9:09 PMAwe, it sucks what happened at your workplace. I do hope it all works out for the best 
Now and Forever,
Liz
