Yesterday was one of those days. It started when I went out to get pizza for dinner. As I was off picking it up, I got a call from Beth telling me she needed a ride to the movies which also entailed me giving her the money to go to the movie and picking up her secret boyfriend. Sure, why not! After all, my social life consists of just being slave and servant to Nicki and Beth's even little need. After I picked up Beth, she was scheming for me to call her boyfriend's place and pretend I was a mother of one of his friends. WTF? Oh no, I wasn't going to play that game. I did pick up the boyfriend and took them all to the movie but that's all I was - a ride. I wasn't doing scheming and if anyone got in trouble, I would not be me. I'm just Beth's chauffeur, noting more.

When I got home, Nicki wasn't home. She had left and she left a candle burning. At this point, I was just pissed. All I went to do was get dinner and this is how my sisters pay me back? Nicki did come home about 30 minutes later. It seems the $20.00 I gave Beth wasn't enough for the movie. She ended up paying for the boyfriend and her female friend that tagged along. Nicki had to go back out to the theater, which is across town, and take Beth even more money.

I'm just sick of my life consisting of caring for Beth and Nicki in financial ways and transportation. I understand supporting the family is part of my payment for still living at home but my sisters always take advantage of me. The sad thing is I allow this to happen. Everytime I try to stand up for myself, I look like the loser and turn out to be the loser. And you wonder why I can't wait to move out on my own!

The good thing is when my mother comes home, she's going to take me to see Monster-In-Law, alone. She at least understand that I need a break from those two brats. She also knows they are brats. She's like me, too. She can't stop them, either, no matter how hard she tries. My mother is like me, we are passive people just to avoid fights, even if that means we get angry.

And while I'm complaining about my sisters, I'd like to slap some sense into Beth's secret boyfriend's parents. Originally, the boyfriend was going to be Beth's prom date. Well, the boy came home from our house with a hickey and his parents pitched that fit that my sister was corrupting their son. Never mind the fact that Beth had two hickies on her! Oh, and my mother gave the boy my brother's old tux for the prom. Well, the boy's parents said that he can't socialize with Beth. ers! (Oh yeah, I'm still fuming about last night!) My sister's a little slut and their boy is such a saint. Gag me. However, my sister isn't good enough for the boy yet my mother and myself are good enough to give their son a ride to the opposite side of town where he lives? What a bunch of tards! I'd like to give them a few pieces of my mind.

Well, enough about my sisters. I'm tired of the whiny person I come across at times on this blog. Sometimes, a girl just has to bitch. This is one of those times.

After the sisters fiasco, I decided to watch a movie. I found my father's VHS copies of the 1997 versions of the Star Wars trilogy. I popped in Star Wars and plan on watching The Empire Strikes Back sometime today. That why that last meme had a few Star Wars references in it. I will say in the 1997 versions, you can see where they added in the new special effects. At least you could tell in Star Wars.

This is enough for now. I'll try to be a little more cheerful in my next post. That's all I want out of life - to be happy.

[♪ Listening to: "Reflection" - Christina Aguilera]

Posted by Shawn at May 15, 2005 10:30 AM in General.