Listening to a few songs while playing spider solitare tonight. By the way, my Braves did lose tonight.
But back to the subject at hand. My mother and I were out driving to the islands. It was beautiful weather. And all I was thinking is why am I not out with someone enjoying this beautiful day? Not just maybe a boyfriend, but just a simple friend.
Was all dressed up and nowhere to go.
Well, my mother and I did go to Dr. Barnes' home today. He's my sister's piano teacher and also my brother's homeroom teacher. His wife was assisting me with tuning my guitar and a string broke on her. She was having a hard time tuning my guitar and she knows pitches by the ear very well. We left the guitar with her so he could inspect it. I might have to take it back to the store. 
But now as I'm listening to the music - which I know I should change - I just started thinking that maybe some people aren't meant to have love. I don't know. Sometimes, I just feel that way.
But I'm just going to blame it on the love songs I'm listening to. Maybe I should just go back to playing my game. 
Maybe I should just get off this thing. Beth's being pushy for a computer.
Posted by Shawn at May 25, 2002 10:48 PM in General.
PLEASE don't say that people aren't meant to have love.
but i feel the same way, although i try not to. why do horrible, evil people get to have love and be happy, while others don't? others who are nice and kind and loving?
*sigh* sorry, didn't mean to depress yer blog.
Or maybe the people that are really great and wonderful just have to wait a little bit longer for someone that is worthy of them to come along. Not only that but when it DOES finally come..... you'll appreciate it SO much and not take it for granted like some of those evil, nasty people do. People that aren't made to have love, are people that can't even feel love themselves.... so you don't have to worry.... your day WILL come!!
